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Omg. It’s been days since I’ve updated. Let’s just hope that everything is still in my head.

WordPress for iPhone needs to be kicked and slapped sometimes cause a lot of times, even when I press save, the thing will not save and it would make me feel super furious. Baaaah. Idiot. They should improve the damn app man. Else, I’ll just update from Safari which would be a real hassle.

Anyhoots, I guess I stopped at Saturday right? I left my wallet with Alif and he took some stuffs inside. -_-” No, not money. Just some coupons. Wah lao. But anyways, he had to meet me up that night cause we had to do some surprise for Zhafir, somewhere. Picked me up from work and we headed for the venue. And the surprise actually worked for the first time in 3 years that my sister tried! LOL. Luckily, Mothers’ Day was near, else, it’ll be hard for her to get away. Heh. And the two of us bought my mummy a tumbler from Starbucks cause we know she loves the tumblers. Heh.

So for the rest of the week, from Sunday till today, I haven’t been doing anything much except working. Had my off on Monday but on that night, I didn’t sleep despite having to do opening the next day cause I had breathing problems. My sinus infection is getting worst. That’s why I have to avoid dusty places. Just imagine working for almost 10 hours without any sleep. No doubt, it was quite miserable. I don’t wanna be breathless again. And anyway, I had fever just now. But I went out just to make the temperature cool. It went down and up again. I’m a little okay now but who knows later. I’d better be bringing my sweater/cardigan later.

And oh! I have bruises everywhere! No, no one bashed me up or anything. I’m just careless I guess. I have two on my upper right arm, one on my upper left leg and one new one on my left arm. Goddd. The one on my upper right arm is still not gone yet! Sigh sigh. It’s unsightly you know. Not that i care that much. Just that I don’t like people to keep asking me the same things. Anyhoots, I kinda miss my boyfriend! Almost 6 days since I last saw him. Our 2 years is on Monday. Wow, time flies.

Okay, I better sleep. Opening again tomorrow. Less than 4 hours to sleep. Night!

Anyways, I am super duper tired! Just finished cleaning the heaps of trash under my bed. I just have to clean a little more and the room should be ready for the new wardrobe tomorrow. Mum’s new bedframe just arrived just now. And as much as I think that it’s pretty and nice, I couldn’t help but scream silently at the sight of my room when I returned home. It was a bigger mess than it was. Mum dumped all her stuff in my room. Wah thanks. -.-” I am so gonna do another round of spring cleaning for my mum’s room next week.

Oh, work was nice. Finished closing on time. Even managed to do pastry case for the opener. Ira came down! It was her birthday too! It was nice seeing and catching up with her. Her arm was getting better too. And she told me that RP is banning their students from wearing slippers to school too. -.-” Crap. I don’t see the difference sia, seriously.

I didn’t meet Alif today. Hopefully tomorrow cause my wallet’s with him. I want my wallet back. Can’t live without it. Can’t wait for the next pay day. Heh.

Hmmm, I’m actually tired cause for three times in a row, I’ve been typing long paragraphs and when I try saving it, it doesn’t. Imagine the misery! Okay now I am tired. Night!

So let’s see. I woke up at 10 plus just now. Had to babysit little Erwin. Alif called me real early and so I woke up. The little boy was hugging me when I was sleeping! So cute. But anyway, around 11-ish, right after I showered Erwin and fed him with his usual Milo, Alif called to tell me that he was under the void deck. Surprise, surprise! Baaaaah!

Got ready and headed for lunch at Afghan which was only a few blocks away. All of us ate chicken rice. I took pictures but will be posted at my fb okay. Alif and I was taking turns to feed him. Mostly Alif did the job while he let me enjoy my food. Thanks love.

We let Erwin play at a neighbourhood playground at Simei while waiting for sister to knock off from work. Erwin was pretty sticky with Alif! He runs around with Alif and even sat on his lap and asked to be entertained. Adorable!

After sending off Erwin and sister, Alif and I went driving around Singapore, running errands and whatnots. It was a tiring day cause we were out since afternoon. And even when I am tired, I’m still not in bed yet. Problem! Tsk. But well, I shall end it here cause my eyes are getting smaller!

G’night lovelies!

It’s been a while since I last updated. More than a month I guess? I really need to go back to blogging. Doodling on my personal diary don’t work anymore cause it will depend on my mood. I don’t wanna use the notes app in my iPhone. So therefore, I’m gonna blog since there’s a wordpress app in here.

So let’s see. Today has been a roller coaster ride. I had some weird dream and when I woke up, Mommy told me that my grandad is in critical condition. He doesn’t recognize people anymore. It seems like he’s in a different world. I cried when I thought about it.

I called Alif and he agreed to pick me up from home. He drove me around for the whole day. Catered to my needs and was by my side when I was just beside my grandfather. I am thankful.

I cried several times. And I thought my heart was made out of stone. At least today made me realize that family is way important than anything else in this world. I even requested that I don’t work for the day due to my grandfather’s condition. And I know it was worth it. Tomorrow is another day.

If Allah wants to take him away from us, that’s cause HE loves him more than we do. From HIM we come and to HIM we return. May Allah bless my grandfather’s soul and shorten his misery. If it’s time to go, we have to accept it. But if it’s not, I pray for his longevity. In all, I will be praying for the best.

Alright, I better be sleeping. Am at Tampines. Will be babysitting Erwin for the day. Good night dear souls.

Anyhoooooots, someone just got back like yesterday morning!! Whoop whoop for me please. I was super excited when he was about to land but I ended up snoring on my bed cause I had work. Been spending 3 days, attached to Jurong Point. Going back to my store on Friday I think. The BFH course is considered part of work and oh hell, it sucks. (

Oh yess, got to meet my dearest just now. And he bought me two new casings for my iPhone. One I’ve always wanted and the other one was a clear one. I liked the yellow one! Been wanting that eversince the first day he bought me this phone. Heh heh. His is in blue.

So happy lor! Oh and pay day is next Friday. I wish I can fast forward. I hate waiting. I’m super broke already! And what’s more, store outing is this Saturday. I have plans up my sleeves for the games and everything. Don’t know why I’m so excited about it. I just wanna make it work.

Dah lah, I better turn in now. Even if it’s for two hours, I would definitely need the sleep.

Anyhooooooots, I had work at VC just now. VC is Vivo City. And it’s the one at level 2. I was super tired cause I only managed to tuck into bed like around 6-ish. Like I said, some body clock change I guess. Heh. So yeaaaah. Work was alright. Nothing particularly fun. Okay lah, it was fun cause there was Ying Jia, Sabby and Rina, my beloved partners but other than that, I had cramps. Like real bad and it sucks so much. I wanted to dieeeee! But no, I didn’t. I’m still alive and breathing. Heh heh. I drank a lot of hot chocolate with whipped cream just now. You should be able to understand why I’ve been putting on a lot of weight. But who cares. And I made Rina my special waffles! The one I posted on FB. Everyone agreed that it was nice. Heh heh. Should make new creations next time. Whipped cream and caramel drizzle makes my day! Hohoho.

I am actually worried right now cause I haven’t been receiving texts nor emails or calls from my dearest. I’m wondering what he’s up to and whether he’s already made a move for Bandung. He’s in Jakarta by the way. And I miss him so bad. Funny how I used to get annoyed with his crazy antics. His absence just makes me go crazy. Can’t wait for him to come home. I wanna be in my baby’s arms. And he told me that he bought new covers for our phones! Superrrrr cute. Can’t wait for him to touch down and receive that call from his cell. We’ve been communicating through truphone (free wifi calls), text me! (free text messaging) and emails. But the wifi in Jakarta kinda lag though. So I’d rather just text him through the text me app. It’s been so different without him. I can just whine and whine and continue whining till there’s no end. Haha.

Oh well. It’s late now. I better close my eyes soon! Have a great Monday yo!

So let’s see.. It’s the 20th already! Marks my Daddy’s 48th. So old already lor. Hoho. Asked Mummy to buy Daddy a cake from Cedele since I had no cash in hand. The money will be paid for by me by the end of the month. The cake seems so nice!! The reason why I asked my Mummy to buy the particular cake in the first place was because of the fact that I’ve tried it. Cedele’s stuffs are so nice. Their Chocolate Chip Macadamia cookie is to die for! At first I thought it was kinda weird for a cookie not to have baking soda but gosh, it turned out so differently than I expected. Ah well, I love food anyway. Heh. Which explains why I’ve put on so much weight! I’m pretty stressed out with life and constantly thinking but well, I never really liked talking about it.

But anyhoot, Daddy’s little surprise worked out afterall. I got home pretty late like around 3am after all the after work chillouts with Ira and even when I got home, Daddy still haven’t returned from work. So when he reached home and entered the toilet, I took the chance to actually take the cake from the fridge and immediately went to my room. So while he was watching TV, we lit the candles and sang him a Happy Birthday song. He was pretty surprised cause he thought that we never really bothered. Turns out, we all love him afterall.

Oh, my dearest fat boy is at Jakarta with his family right now. Am missing him but well, I just gotta wait for his emails to come in soon. He’ll be returning on either Tuesday or Wednesday but it doesn’t really matter cause I’ll have work the whole of this and next week.

Oh and I’ll be having store outing next Saturday. Hope it turns out good. Baaaah. Oh god, I feel so super sleepy right now. I need to head to bed already. I have work at 7pm later. And I hope that my energy won’t be much drained though. Oh well, have a great Saturday people.

I’m crazy. I laugh, I bitch. All the time. I am always at my loudest at work and play. I can be the toughest bitch you’ve ever seen. I’ve got a huge ego. I kill other people’s self esteem with my words. But that is of course if you ever cross my lines. I snap at the slightest things. I curse a lot, I’m very crude.

But behind this crazy soul, is just a plain girl who likes a quiet surrounding. I don’t like being drove around in cars with the music blasting. I find it annoying albeit my loud nature. I don’t like the view of crowds. I am very soft hearted though I put up a tough front. When I snap at you, it might just be out of frustration or I was just plain tired.

& Someone just gave me a wake up call. I have to admit that I have a huge ego. An ego that could possibly kill other’s feelings. I don’t care about the consequences most of the time. But when I stop to think, I think it has done me so much damage that it’s been so hard to cry. I have a heart made of stone. Maybe it’s cause of the things that I’ve been through. My life is haywire now. I don’t really know what I am doing. I feel so zombified.

And somehow, I owe an apology to someone. I know I’ve done you wrong. Well, the both of us did. I’m sorry for being so egoistic. Pardon me, I’ve been very tired for the past few days. I wish you’d understand me better. & I wish for the same. Relationships are meant for two people to understand each other better. To embrace each other’s flaws and not mock at them. I’m very sorry for if what I’ve said or done hurt you. You know how lashing my tongue can get. I feel really bad for the things I’ve said.

I really hope we can mend things between us. Really. I just wanna put everything behind.

Sorry dearest Mohamed Alif.

xoxo,

Attica.

& Alex, thank you for your words. Really appreciate it.

Oh and HELLO!
Gosh, it’s been weeks since I’ve updated. I’ve been the same old Attica. Nothing new, really. Been working my ass off to get things that I want. Today marks the 8th day that I’ll be working without any stop. I’m such a workaholic, I know. Hoho. I’ve been having muscle aches lately. My right elbow hurts so much that whenever I carry a heavy object, I’ll have a sharp pain piercing right through.

Well, anyway.. I am so tired. Instead of heading home straight after work, I chose to hang out with Sab. We hung out opposite the store and Kikyn called right after. We headed for 7-11 to buy some snackies and drinks and headed for the store. There was a man, a black man, using our tables and chairs and making use of our free wireless at the odd hour. What the hell. Seriously, we should’ve find another place which has toilets. BPP’s toilets were closed and all three were like dancing while sitting, trying to contain the urge to pee. -_-”

I have work later at 4 like yet again! Closing this time round. I don’t think I can make it for the attachment shifts back at my old store on Thursday. I really need to sleep and rest! Gosh. And later, I shall be heading to school without any sleep. ):

So how was your Chinese New Year? Instead of going gatherings with family and whatsoever, I stayed at work like a good girl and received $45 extra! Wooohoo! Alah, so little actually. Valentine’s day was spent at work too! I had people pronouncing Mocha as ‘Moscha’ and ‘Mo-cha’, Grande as ‘Grand’ and Fudgey as ‘Fuji’. People even approached my manager and asked whether we sell ‘Malboro Ice Mint’ or ‘Coke’. -_-” Honestly, I think some people really haven’t been to Starbucks. And oh, Starbucks is going back to it’s old roots. We’re bringing back the tea. They’re changing the logo and name too. Heard that it’s gonna be ‘Starbucks Coffee, Tea and Spices’. How merepek. -_-”

Okay lah, till next time. BYE.